Not My Will

My oldest was in ICU in VA. I was in church in GA. I called my bestie in VA and she went to hospital. When she arrived they called a code blue on my child. I prayed... Lord let me see my child one last time... I was on a first class flight within hours... I stayed with him one night.... read Romans 8 over him three times... I prayed.... Lord what do I do? He told me to go home and start the new job....
This was 4 years ago, he was in ICU, placed in a medical coma, did not look good, but God!! I kept the faith and if God had took him, I would have still continued to worship! I would have still praised!!
But God!!!
He showed me and my son, he still have work to do, there is purpose in his life, he needed to place him in a position where he could hear from God only.
Do you trust God? Do you have a faith so strong, that even if He took your child today, you would continue to love, serve, worship, trust Him and Him only?
When I remember that time... I remember the peace I had, I truly said not my will but Thy will be done...