He busy.....

Just because we are Christians, does not mean we don't get pissed. I was at a pissed level the wee hours of the morning, not mad, not angry, but truly at a new level of pissed. Some friends texted me through it. They encouraged me. They laughed with me. They cried with me. They talked me through it. They even got a little "pissed" with me. 
The enemy is so busy, right now. But greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world. When I say I was feeling so.... I can't even put into words how I was feeling. I am glad that I posted we all pray for each other on yesterday. I hope you guys prayed for me, because I prayed for you!!
My flesh want to do something, I want to react..... but I know I have to wait on God. 
My flesh want to solve this matter, my way..... but I know I have to trust God.
My flesh want to call it quits, what is the point... but I know I serve a God that never sleeps.
My flesh want to "not care".... but I know I serve a God who cares for me.
Yes, the enemy is busy.... but God still sits on the throne.
There is nothing impossible for Him. 
I just encouraged myself. I pray it encourages others, as well. 
Today, I want to keep my mind stayed on him and not the situation. 
Today, I want to mediate on scripture and not entertain the foolishness.
Today, I am going to lift it up to God, and let it go. ( I preached that sermon earlier this year)
Today, I am going to walk in the peace of God.
Today, I realize I am only responsible for how I react, my actions, not the actions or poor decisions of others.
I am ready to face this day.... with my Father all around me...
Psalms 23, Philippians 4: 6-13, Proverbs 3:5-6, Ephesians 6:10-18
​Blessings!!!