I keep seeing a toy in my mind. I do not know what it is called, but it is a box, and there are different shapes cut out on the box. The object is to place the right shaped block into the right place.
I see a baby trying to force a triangle in a square, but it will not fit. No matter how much that baby struggles, it will not fit.
I see you struggling. You trying to force your way into something, and it is not your fit. You are trying to hold on to something, it is not your fit. God has something just for you. Why are you continually trying to force your way into what is not for you?
When the babies finally grow and figure out what shape goes in the right place, they are so excited.
Stop trying to make your wants fit where they do not belong and allow God's will to be done in your life. He knows where you fit, He knows who you are "fit" with, and He knows how to make everything for you "fit".
Prayer gives you power to walk on purpose