I understand you are so very tired. It appears things are not working out the way you want. You don't know what to do anymore. I can tell you this, don't quit. It is during this time that you need to call on Jesus, all day, every day. Keep pressing my friend. Keep pushing my friend. He has not left you and He is working it out for your good and His glory. Don't give up. Go to your Bible and pull out those scriptures that give you strength. Remember you can do ALL things thru Him that gives you strength. Remember the joy of the Lord is your strength. Remember there is NOTHING impossible for your Father. Remember your armor and STAND. DON"T GIVE UP!!!!!
Prayer gives you power to walk on purpose